Thursday, October 05, 2006

results

sometimes, i walk through those echo-y underpasses, hear the melody and voices of the hadicapped baskers, esp those who are visually handicapped. and it makes me wonder "so, had they ever seen colour before? will they ever remember colours? how do i tell them what "yellow" is, how do you explain colour?"

we question "God, where are you in their lives? why is life so tough for them?"
hoho, and i am reading case for faith (by lee strobel). and the book offers some insights.

"jesus is there, sitting beside us in the lowest places of our lives
are we broken? He was broken, like bread for us.
Are we despised? He was despised and rejected of men.
He was a man of sorrow and acquainted with grief.
Do people betray us? He was sold out himself.
Are our tenderest relationships broken? He too loved and was rejected.
Do people turn from us? they hid their faces from him as from a leper."

we claim that the entire world doesnt understand us, who we are, what we are going through. one thing i am convicted, wdv tough situation we undergo, He had a tougher time. and with His backing, wo men ke yi de lah.

anw, today is results day.
i ain't jumping with joy nor very upset, contented at the very least, and want to do better.
im very upset w certain teachers, who just dont understand the power and art of encouragement. and i hate it when i see how much discouragement tears people down.
saw people dear crying, from hurtful words, that my sleeve was soaked.
maybe a word of affirmation, some booster would carry her further, dont ya think?

so im very thankful for the ever encouraging mr tay, who never fails to tell us "ni men bu dao zui hou yi miao, bu ke yi fang qi!"
and my dear mentor who told us to shine for Jesus.

hehehe.

i seem to be blogging excessively.

anw after sch, interesting thg happened.
me, pam, yihui n alvin went to play at the playgrd behind bcc. relieve stress? it's uber fun, though very tiring. even the playgrds nowadays are so sophisticated in design, no wonder no kids at that playground. so cheem. .__.

so, 25 more days to go.
hopefully, SA won;'t fly further away and the path ahead will get clearer and clearer each day.